2011年9月20日星期二

Whoa~its already been more than 1 year that I posted in my blog already haha:D Trying to revieve it here now~^^

Time really flies and now I'm already in Secondary 3, nope actually only 3 more months to Secondary 4. Now is my End-Of-Year exam period, but I'm posting in my blog here. How ironic. I was thinking since I did not post on my blog for such a long time, nobody will come see it anymore, right? So yup, I decided to re-post starting from today often about my problems and stress without telling any of my friends!:)

Recently, I've been very fustrated by one of my friends, JH. She started liking a GIRL and she's a GIRL TOO FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!! I heard from one of my primary friends recently too that another 2 of my primary friends that are in another school has became lesbians. I was really shocked and I can't believe why they would become like that. One of them was even my best friend, and I respected her not only as a friend, but a good leader in school too last time, but now my respect is all gone. I knew that she had loads of family problem, but I didn't think that it would change her so much. In my opinion, she doesn't like that girl at all, she's just trying to get attention and love from someone else since she lacks of it now. I want to help her, but we are not that close anymore, actually we haven't been in contact for 2 years already.

I don't want JH to become like her too! I want to help her and stop her from playing all these her so-called "Love Game" with the other girl, L. Her thinking has not matured yet, but she wants to act like she's so matured, you know? That really really pisses me off. She just won't wake up from her that small little world that she's trapped in, thinking that she's so mature, so cool, and that she has been hurt so much that all of us would not understand. But HEY, we have much more bigger problems than what she has now! Her problem is so childish and easy to solve, but she doesn't want to solve it and blows it bigger. I can just say that if anything happens to her, she created it by herself and yes, she SHOULD be responsible.

She's just trying to seek attention from us. Its not that we don't give her that attention, we gave her TOO MUCH and now she's wanting more and more, even resorting to cutting herself. HOW CHILDISH IS THAT?! Hurting yourself when you feel sad is totally not the way to solve it. You cut yourself and then? SO WHAT? Its just a temporary solution that doesn't really help. I don't get it, seriously. I really want to give up........

Tomorrow is my best friend Marilyn's birthday!!:D HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!!! Marilyn is a supa fan of super junior's ryeowook, so I got her a ryeowook notebook:) Hope she likes it!

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