My Kawaii Blog

2011年9月20日星期二

Whoa~its already been more than 1 year that I posted in my blog already haha:D Trying to revieve it here now~^^

Time really flies and now I'm already in Secondary 3, nope actually only 3 more months to Secondary 4. Now is my End-Of-Year exam period, but I'm posting in my blog here. How ironic. I was thinking since I did not post on my blog for such a long time, nobody will come see it anymore, right? So yup, I decided to re-post starting from today often about my problems and stress without telling any of my friends!:)

Recently, I've been very fustrated by one of my friends, JH. She started liking a GIRL and she's a GIRL TOO FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!! I heard from one of my primary friends recently too that another 2 of my primary friends that are in another school has became lesbians. I was really shocked and I can't believe why they would become like that. One of them was even my best friend, and I respected her not only as a friend, but a good leader in school too last time, but now my respect is all gone. I knew that she had loads of family problem, but I didn't think that it would change her so much. In my opinion, she doesn't like that girl at all, she's just trying to get attention and love from someone else since she lacks of it now. I want to help her, but we are not that close anymore, actually we haven't been in contact for 2 years already.

I don't want JH to become like her too! I want to help her and stop her from playing all these her so-called "Love Game" with the other girl, L. Her thinking has not matured yet, but she wants to act like she's so matured, you know? That really really pisses me off. She just won't wake up from her that small little world that she's trapped in, thinking that she's so mature, so cool, and that she has been hurt so much that all of us would not understand. But HEY, we have much more bigger problems than what she has now! Her problem is so childish and easy to solve, but she doesn't want to solve it and blows it bigger. I can just say that if anything happens to her, she created it by herself and yes, she SHOULD be responsible.

She's just trying to seek attention from us. Its not that we don't give her that attention, we gave her TOO MUCH and now she's wanting more and more, even resorting to cutting herself. HOW CHILDISH IS THAT?! Hurting yourself when you feel sad is totally not the way to solve it. You cut yourself and then? SO WHAT? Its just a temporary solution that doesn't really help. I don't get it, seriously. I really want to give up........

Tomorrow is my best friend Marilyn's birthday!!:D HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!!! Marilyn is a supa fan of super junior's ryeowook, so I got her a ryeowook notebook:) Hope she likes it!

Written @ 01:18 | back to top

2010年2月12日星期五

Finally! Chinese new year has come! The wait is too long:(

Today I'm really dead beat. Morning 7am went to MPR3 to tie my hair and do my makeup and change up. It was really rush man. After everything I looked into the mirror and OMG! I don't look like Michelle at all... The fake fringe was like pointed to the middle, and my the makeup was quite heavy. Everybody looked the same too, so many of my classmates couldn't reconigse me hehe. Rachel Tan (KK) didn't even know I was dancing haha!:D

Although its only a small performance for chinese new year, still, very nervous hah:) The weather was really hot, and we were wearing like so thick, I was burning off the deck!! When finally our performance finished, we were relieved!!!!!!!:) Then our sec 4 seniors put up a great performance that only by watching them, all my hair practically stood up!:DD

Then we went back into the MPR3 and change back into our uniform, remove our makeup, and remove the buns in our hair, clips and blah. When I went back to class (finally), they were taking pictures cos' SEC 2 JUSTICE WON THE BEST CLASS DECORATION FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!! We really put loads of effort in it and we did EVERYTHING BY OURSELVES. Anyways, we won, so nothing else matters:)

When I went back home, there were a group of monkeys at home so I only locked myself in my room and slept for almost the whole day. Phew, now I'm full of energy now and ready to shine 2 morro new year's eve!!!!!:DDDD

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2010年1月29日星期五

Next week got 5 tests:( Woots will never come out of my mouth. Bleh. History. Geography. Chinese. MEP. Maths. Wth.

让我忘了你的笑容
声音也变得好不同
对你的印象也好蒙
与众不同
不是对我们公平的形容

I'm deciding to go for Xiao Jing Teng's concert in march. Wanna see him rock! :D

[王妃]
夜太美
尽管再危险
都有人黑着眼眶熬着夜

[原谅我]
请原谅我
原谅我不成熟
不爱你是借口
我怕说不出口

[收藏]
我能想象
在远方的路旁
会有一双目光
是否一样
都带着昨天的伤试图想要遗忘

Top 3 songs I like:D Gonna go and get a good look!:D You can check his songs out too:)

Written @ 01:26 | back to top

2010年1月23日星期六

Monday Shuyi came over:) We took circle line with her friend, WenJie, who is 2 years older than me! And of cos, Shuyi is one year older than me. We bought food outside the mrt station and walked back to my house. When we first came in, i suddenly remembered that I haven't packed my room since morning. (So pai sae) So i asked her to wait outside then I went to pack my room.

After eating and watching tv, we went into my room and started to "do work". at first we really wanted to do work lah, and in the end we did, but when we went into my room, we started talking about new year clothes and started flipping through my wadrobe for ideas. Later, we talked about books and started flipping through my bookshelf and discussing chinese and english books. Then, we talked baout magazines and started flipping through my magazine rag. Haha so you get the idea. In the end, we managed to finish our homework, and we went out to the living room.

I played the guzheng and the piano for Shuyi and she was so appreciative! :) Very sweet of her:) She said that she felt like recording it down. Shuyi, even if you only said that for fun, still, thank you!:D

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2009年12月22日星期二

Juz met Vera few days ago at hougang mall. Had lunch togeta. She got a shock when she saw me. Huh. "What happened to you?!" was the 1st thing she said to me. Nice, Vera. Then we had lunch at kfc, and ate that pepper chicken buddy meal thing. Wow, now its really hot. As in, sun hot. Well, I don't really hate it but it kinda tastes nice.

Then I followed her, her sis and her maid to the new big ntuc to buy some things. It was a total learning journey for me, man. Very long never been to ntuc already, many things I'm not that...you know... anyway, I decided to follow her back home since I had nothing to do that day. Then we went back to her house, and we made supa delicious choc conflakes. They let me bring some back;) Then we watched 2 shows, which I totally like, LURVE. The 1st one is [Another Cinderella Story] starring Selena Gomez and Drew Seeley. I want them to go togeta! They look so good in the show. But Selena's like, 15 and Drew's 25. Bring it on the high road.

The next show. [Princess Protection Program]. Starring Selena Gomez too, and Demi Lovato. She's real pretty:) You should really watch it. Those who wanna watch, juz go knock yourselfs out, damn it, cos its real nice. Had dinner with them too, nice food.

I've been thinking very long these days, and I kinda plan to change school. But for now, where I'm going, and how, and if I'm really going or not, its a top secret. I was juz planning. It depends. Since I won't be changing my school immediately, I'll see 1st when I get back to school on 4th jan. Yup, and hope I will have a happy 1st day!

Written @ 21:03 | back to top

2009年12月14日星期一

LOOong time never post liao. Erm, lets see. Oh today I was all alone at home, then I decided to ask someone out for lunch. So I asked Marilyn, then she said can. So we were about to see where we would meet at hougang mall, and then yi mama called. She said she'll bring me out for lunch with my popo. Then I sms-ed Marilyn tat I couldn't make it for lunch already. So Marilyn and I decided to go for lunch together at hougang mall during thurs.

Then I went along and met Rach and Ariel and Eunice Jie Jie at square 2. We eat lunch and dim sum. The cracker at first was yummy! Then we went shopping after they left at compass point then ate dinner at sakae sushi there. So now I'm back at home posting. Oh I'm also meeting them tomorrow at popo house. Guess it'll be fun!

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2009年12月3日星期四

Yupps, very long time never post liao. Feeling bored recently...oh that day juz went out to meet Vanessa at J8. Passed me the score. OMG looks like very hard worh...we ate 2 geta then I headed to popo house to meet Mr Funny. His friends were there...so we didn't really talk. Oh yea met my dance friend there. She was there for piano lessons. Didn't know she learnt piano though.

That day juz went Orchad and went to Kino to get a few books. Got 7 books in a row:) Phew I finish reading 2 books liao. One included New Moon, the chinese version. Had a hard time finding out who is who cos their names are all transfered into chinese. Then suddenly could not remember that Jacob was called Jacob haha...had to turn on Twilight again and watch till the part he comes out:p Blame it on my bad memory. But still, Jacob was named 雅各布 in the book. Shouldn't it be 杰克 though??

The other book juz rocks man. Its called Suspicion and its a series called Private Novels. I think this book's the 9/10th book of the Private Novels series. Yep the story's talking bout this girl named Reed, falling in love with this guy called Upton, which is someone that every girl wants to have. But I think she has 2 ex-boyfriends b4 Upton comes in picture. Her 1st bf Thomas, died. (Hard life, huh) Her 2nd bf, Josh, went with her friend Ivy. ( Really hard life Reed has.) But Upton has many ex-es and one of them still wants him. So she tried to get Reed out of the picture. As a result, Reed, in the book, was kidnapped, pushed into the sea from a boat and blah. Gosh, she was left on an island for 6 DAYS without food and water! And she still survived. -.-

So anyway, in the end, she had to go back to New York? And she decided to give Upton up. Oh oh oh I forgot to mention. Upton is SOOO COOL!! When she was kidnapped, its like he went to save her and then got a helicopter to send her back. But another guy, Sawyer, also liked her so in the end she gave up Upton (the seemingly best guy in the world) and kinda went with Sawyer. I'm waiting for the next book, Scandal, that's gonna come up in March 2010.

Written @ 22:23 | back to top